To My Love, I Don't Hate

 To My Love Khushboo I Don't Hate..

As i sit down to write this letter, my first thoughts are, I hope you're doing well. I hope you're happy in your life. I mean it. I do. 

It's been a long years since we've started dating eh? it's been a ride of a lifetime. if i look back in time, i can remember all the things we did together and to each other.

From that phase of 'babu-shona', we've come a long way. I've started my vlogging that i used to told and you're in a different part of the world, doing what you've always wanted to do.

I could start our story from the day when we first met in patna. I wore young and foolishly in love, we believed that you and i are going to be each other's happy ending, that we will be together forever.

You know, people make plans, they see life-a house, two kids, a lovely wife, and a happily-ever-after, and then, before you can get that life with your first love, life happens.

It's been 6 months we haven't talk in a way that we always used to talk each other! Where i resented you, the 6 months i spent being miserable - drowning in alcohol and everything harmful, no one knows of it, but now the world will.

The past two months since new year started have been better. I have grown up. I don't see love as a fundamental feeling, but as an emotion that puts you in a happier state, it took me time, but i got there.

I'm sure the heartbreak was just terrible for you too. I empathise with you. I understand all my shortcomings in that relationship, and I hope you saw yours, too.

I'm romantically interested in someone now. Like genuinely interested and i think i'll court her and see if it can work out.

On some days, I'm very happy. on some, i feel okay you know, you were a wonderful friend, you taught me how to love before you broke my heart. I may have despised you in the past, but after few months, I've learnt to be happy for you, too. I now know just like love, heartbreaks don't last.

Take Care With Love.

The boy you once loved for the first time in your entire life!

                     🙂❤️